Moody Monday
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.
Feeling really moody and wish that Monday can end sooner.
Someone in my house woke me up early and kept asking the same question. Usually, I'm the one who will get pissed off or irritated easier but this time DD was. Then, he spoke to me in a angry and pissed off tone when i didn't do anything wrong. I can't control how someone want to say or behave. I was upset that my tears was on the brim. Lately, i felt that our quarrel become more frequent and intense. Hope that our relationship will improve and blissful.
I suggest that DD and I to exchange a present on the night of my ROM. We must surprise each other and do something sweet for each other. DD's answer was "NO". He is totally unromantic. Sigh! I guess i will carry my own plans even though he got nothing for me.
Around noon, I went with DD to have his medical checkup but it was damn crowded at the hospital. We left and didn't get the checkup done. Then, rain came pouring down. I got drench and my hair is so damp. When i got home, i went to get my shower immediately. Boo Hoo! What a day!
I wanted to marry to someone who loves me and dote me not throw his temper on me. I got my own stress even though i might portray a happy outgoing look. My stress are money, studies, future, health and etc. If i want to think about it, it will be endless and depressing.
Tomorrow, I'm going to an interview recommended by May. So grateful to her.
I promised that I'm going to give her a treat if i successfully got the job.
I'm nervous as i have to market myself because i need this job due my depleting savings and gloomy job market.
I need money to go back into my savings and also my shopping fix.
PRAY so hard................


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