PART I

Well, i cannot describe my mood today.

Am I happy or sad / lucky or unlucky??

I got a job offer but they have to put my offer "on hold" due to the reason that i have to take leave. She said me when i can start work, i told her 11 August if otherwise i can start work immediately but might need to take leave on 5 and 7 August in due to preparation for my ROM. After hanging up and arranging time for signing the offer, i called DD. He reprimaned me for telling them that i had to take leave and that I'm getting married. He mentioned that they might "hold" the offer and i shouldn't tell them the truth. I feel awful about being contridicting. "Don't tell also not right, Tell also not right?!" What can i do?!

Then, BAD news came. My heart like DROPPED! I got panicked and worried. DD's prediction is real and that the job offer was being held and i have to attend a 2nd interview tomorrow. I believe that they will asked me questions why i didn't clarify during the interview. I might have a hard time explaining but I hope that they can feel my sincerity and able accept my apology and explaination.

I'm already almost at my wits trying to get a job and being stressed by this gloomy job market. There are so little opening for the jobs and many people applying the same position. My savings are depleting, starting to get bored at home and those installments commitments are starting to hit me. Also i need to save up more for my wedding banquet, photo album and new house. I feeling the tension. OMG!

I make visits to the temple at Bugis and prayed so hard that to please answer my prayers and get a good stable job. I am not cheating or stealing anything but i will want to earn a living to support myself and able to give more allowance to my parents. Please blessed me with a good job.

ALL out there - Wish me the BEST OF LUCK for tommorrow.
I will strive it all out because it's my ONLY chance to secure it.

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PART II

Happy??!

I finally passed my BTT.


I really have to "Thanks, Summer" for letting me use her account to do the trial BTT. It helped me so much!

I kinda of lost count how many times that I've retake and retake. I'm just so sick for reading the GREEN handbook. It's time to start reading the BLUE handbook. Hee~! Now come to think of FTT, it's another challenge. Need to go through this last challenge before i can go learn driving lesson with a "L" plate.

Then, i went to book for my FTT. I paid but didn't get a test date. All the evening slot for FTT are FULL and no more other dates. How come their system so limited one? People want to book also cannot give a date? At least, he mentioned that the $ has gone into my account and i can book online or come again another day to select the date i want. Not to forgetting ADDITIONAL transport fee.

Now i need to retrieve my account and password in order to book FTT. DD mentioned that he will help me. Thanks DD!
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In summary, i also don't know whether if i'm lucky or unlucky today. Sigh!

Seems like things are not going too smooth. The first part is great but very bad for the second part. Gosh!

Now, the thing that i worried most is the job offer.

I hope that i can secure it soonest. *PRAY HARD*

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