Whoa, finally back to BLOGGING

Many things happened this couple of months. I got a job and DD are back.

Recently, we just got into a huge fight about him making friends online ( facebook ). It really hurt me. It might make me seems petty but i have to show him that I'm really upset. His decision in making more girls friends proved that I'm still not good enough for him. I wanted him to explain the reason of him making more girls friends but he can't provide a good explanation. I love him deeply and stay loyal to him. I didn't even talk any single guy who approach me nevertheless those who are interested in me. Of course, i don't expect that he will be treat girls the same way i treat guys but i thought his heart belongs to me. After i found out of the photos of Elaine on his laptop, i know i still do not have his heart completely. It sadden me deeply.

We have decide to move to another level of our relationship yet he is doing such things which will impact to our relationship. Maybe he neglect the fact once that i found out things like that TRUST will fade and suspicion grew stronger. In fact, i love him hence the reason to excel our relationship.

I forgive him but i believed that there are cracks hidden somewhere in my heart.

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