Woooah! Didn't realise that I haven't been updating my blog for 6 days.

Having the UPs and the DOWNs. . . .



Dated: 6 - 8 October 2008 (Monday- Wednesday)

Well, i have give up the job in NHC. The last day was on Wednesday.
I tender my notice on Monday. A few of the ladies were shocked that i'm leaving working less than 2 weeks. I rather dread working there. I guess what affects me most is the job which i simply have no interests and has to face other people's stares and remarks. So demoralised.

I pity a lady: Jenny who has only worked 1 year in NHC. She might be slightly blur but i can see that she is pile up with huge workload. Poor thing. There's someone there who has worked for 8 years but can't get along with her and didn't even offered to give a single helping hand. They are not good to each other and seldom speak. Aiyo, everywhere is the same?! Why can't i see better people in this working world?

Jenny has to assist around 6 doctors. One of them whom i have the most bad impression is a female doctor. She seems to have those arrogant kind of look and rude. I dislike her the very first moment i saw her. Jenny was trying to do up the work for her and hurry as Doctor's schedules are very busy. Forgetful Jenny went to unlock her door and put something inside her room. But she left the keys on the doors. Doctor Ding came back and was very furious said: "JENNY! JENNY! TAKE THE KEYS AWAY!" and she slam the door. OMG, i was thinking Jenny was in deep shit. People forget to take the keys not do it on purpose, can't she speak in a better tone? I know she is a "senior consultant" so meaning she can order people like this. Haa!

To prevent myself from having this kind of treatment, i better get my ASS out of there!
I came to work for a living not to see your BITCHY face!



Dated: 9 October 2008 (Thursday)

I've been shortlisted for the 2nd interview in KKWCH and went on Thursday. I think i did rather well but i don't want to hold too high hopes in case that i've not been selected. Suppose to be interviewed by 2 person but another interviewer call in for MC. Fortunately, I'm been interviewed by a really nice Malay guy. I really prays that i will be selected as there's 2 position with 3-4 shortlisted candidates for the interview. On Thursday, i was the 1st candidate to be interviewed and when i left i saw, the other candidate is waiting for interview. Well, she look kind of soft and matured.

Prays to get the JOB!


Medicine ends on 9 Oct! Hence, i will be have to consume the 3 weeks after 7 days. Now I'm waiting for my menses to come really soon. Also recently, i had many breakouts, feeling moody, body aches and also tired easily.

Went to visit DD's mum after the interview. I also played with Thaddeus. He is sick so he didn't went to school. DD's mum seems much better after going to the doctor. She is rather careful of her diet and keen to get well. 2 weeks later will be another visit to the doctor. Hope that her readings will be near to normal and well.

I was waiting for the Bus 51 at the interchange. That day, i was wearing a rather low blouse and expose a fair chest. Got a freaking AH BENG waited for me to stand beside and peak at me. Wah lau, i feel so naked when he looked at me like that. Gross! I wish DD was there to protect me. Then, i quickly scramble up to upper deck to find a seat. Heng, he didn't came up.

Dated: 10 October 2008 (Friday)

Webcam with DD for short while and went to Outram with my mum to check out more on tours packages. She is planning a trip somewhere with my brother. After making enquiries, all the packages seems rather expensive. Somehow i hate shopping for tour packages or maybe i am not really keen in participating expensive tours.

I was planning to either go to Batam or Malaysia. It's a cheap and budget relaxing getaway.
We still have not go into full details of when and where to go. A plan is just a plan.

I understand now the times are as good but doesn't means that we can't go on a short trip. Our major communication method is through electronic device: Laptop and mobile phone. Thankfully, there are such things as MSN and skype. Beside these non-physically attributes, we do not see each other physically. For sure, there will be more problems occur when emptiness is starting to play trick on one and other such as blaming and misunderstanding.

Hopefully, we can go on a short trip for just the both of us to BOND with another again.


We might not even go. DD seems not too interested to me. He didn't mentioned much but simply asked: Which is the cheapest?! Then, it was dead silent again. I didn't want to kick a fuss on this because such situation has happened not only once. He is not being pro-active and quite indecisive. I believe his excuse will be that he has too many things on his mind and he forget or thinks that this can wait. Surely, can cook up with an excuse no matter what!

Did my nails in deep maroon. Nice color! I really like OPI nail polish and second by ORLY.
OPI is more costly which definitely the best as the brush is wide so you just have to brush 1-2 times to get your polish coated onto your nails. The colors are vivid and lasting.

As for ORLY, the color is very thick and strong. Looks nice. The brush has a rubber grip to have a better hold when applying the polish. However, i find that the brush is thin and makes the application uneven so the drying time for each fingers will differ.

Conclusion: What you pay is what you get!

Dated: 11 October 2008 (Saturday) TODAY

Rest at home but do nothing. I tried to take a nap but can't. Weather is a killer.
So i play games on my DS and missing my DD. He is in Las Vegas spending the last weekend there. Also to get stocks from COACH boutiques for his sisters. As for me, i don't wan to spend too much. Factory outlet's stock will do fine for me.

Meet up with a cotter and sold her one of my Monistat for $11.
Then, went to Orchard to meet up with the Ultra shimmer eyeshadow palette organiser to collect my 88 color palette. 1 for me, another one for Huiling's birthday present. I really don't know if she likes this one but she is insane for eye shadows. Haa!

Sepohra is coming to Singapore. They are opening a oulet here and currently hiring sales assistance. Also Majolica will be launching in Watson end of this month. Wooah, more choices of makeups meaning more chances of spending money. Haa!



Hmm, recently i've been thinking of the past.
For instant, how i got a boyfriend? When i started to fall in love? How loving and sweet? In a relationship, it is always happy just that breakups are sad.

I would couples hugging each other in train and escalator, like they both are so into each other. The guy will just gently give the girl a kiss. So sweet. Now, seems like i don't experience such things. So meaning these kind of acts are from teenagers but not working adults like me. Haa! Or should i say: Theirs are puppy love, Mine is real love? Haa! Nonsense.

When couples returning home from outings. Smiling from ear to ear and kiss goodbye! So nice.

Now DD is being away and i'm back home in Singapore. We still continue to fight almost every other day. When times are better will talk about other things but still end up in fights again.


I believed when a long relationship has grow stable, simple gesture will be forgotten. Hugging and holding hands to make each other feel loved is most important. I ever read that it's the body language that can tell a million words. Kiss from your love one to remind that: You're only mine, or I'm only yours! Isn't it nice to remind one another? =)

Surprises grow lesser and then non-existence anymore. Sigh! It will also boost up your partner's mood and feeling make her/him know that you appreciate having her/him in your life so you make an effort to give a surprise. It feels very sweet, touched, warm and special when you're really surprised! Well, i have to comment that i ever felt that way before. When DD really surprised me by giving me a necklace which i really like it and merely just point it out to a friend. I didn't even told DD, so i didn't expect that he had heard my conversation with my friend. Then, surprises become lesser and gone! No more surprises but MORE quarrels.

Least but not least, the most important is SEX. It brings a couple to a better understanding of each other. For sure, it is one of the ways to express love. However, in today's society many people has been abusing it and fooling around. So who is being true and who is not, hard to judge?

Well, my motto is: Be loyal to your partner and love him wholeheartedly!

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