After a long long break, I'm going to start my work tomorrow at NHC. When i accept it being a temporary staff for a month and later convert into a permanent staff. I having double thoughts about the job and having fears as I'm not sure if i can adapt into the new environment, work and the colleagues. A new job meaning new worries and new stress. Hell begins for me tomorrow. Now i feeling completely restless and no energy. Strive harder for the MONEY.


Lately, i do not have enough rest as I've been running about. Been accompanying DD's mum to the doctor, then shopping to pick up good bargains and went down to PSB to collect my certificate. I'm not sure if it's the side effect of the medication that I'm taking or the warm humid temperature makes me so edgy and mood swings fluctuate more.



I really feel sorry for DD. When i feel edgy and moody, I often throw tantrum at him. He is trying his best to accommodate me by to come back home in the evening and staying home during weekends to web cam with me. He gave me allowance to buy things and also extra allowances when i told him that there's sales and good bargains. Despite him doing all this, sometimes will get pissed and initiate a breakup which upsets him. I'm not his perfect girlfriend.




I really missed the times spent in US with DD. I really want DD to be back soon as I'm very lonely in SG as i do not have someone to give me opinion on what to buy or which to buy, no one to accompany me to the movies, no one to go dinner with me, no one to chat with when I'm feeling bored, no one to sleep beside me and no one to keep me accompanied.

Really miss him so badly!

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