It's was a tiring day as my first day of work in NHC.
It's seems fine so far but I'm not particularly sure if i liked the job yet.

Currently, have to learn new stuffs and to adapt to the new environment.
More new and interesting medical term or medication to learn.

My colleagues are all 40 years old and above which makes me the youngest staff there. There wasn't any young people around my department. Sad! Eventually, i was hoping to find someone around my age group but then, there isn't any.

I think i need to go get a new degree for my contacts as I've some problem with my vision. I can't really see clearly when using the lens. Or might be due to the side effect of the medication? Its hard to tell which is causing the problem as I'm taking 2 types now. I hope all will be well.

Well, let's see how it will goes.

After a long long break, I'm going to start my work tomorrow at NHC. When i accept it being a temporary staff for a month and later convert into a permanent staff. I having double thoughts about the job and having fears as I'm not sure if i can adapt into the new environment, work and the colleagues. A new job meaning new worries and new stress. Hell begins for me tomorrow. Now i feeling completely restless and no energy. Strive harder for the MONEY.


Lately, i do not have enough rest as I've been running about. Been accompanying DD's mum to the doctor, then shopping to pick up good bargains and went down to PSB to collect my certificate. I'm not sure if it's the side effect of the medication that I'm taking or the warm humid temperature makes me so edgy and mood swings fluctuate more.



I really feel sorry for DD. When i feel edgy and moody, I often throw tantrum at him. He is trying his best to accommodate me by to come back home in the evening and staying home during weekends to web cam with me. He gave me allowance to buy things and also extra allowances when i told him that there's sales and good bargains. Despite him doing all this, sometimes will get pissed and initiate a breakup which upsets him. I'm not his perfect girlfriend.




I really missed the times spent in US with DD. I really want DD to be back soon as I'm very lonely in SG as i do not have someone to give me opinion on what to buy or which to buy, no one to accompany me to the movies, no one to go dinner with me, no one to chat with when I'm feeling bored, no one to sleep beside me and no one to keep me accompanied.

Really miss him so badly!

Collected my PSB certificate today! Yayee. Finally, i'm a diploma holder.

Soon, i will be moving on to a degree which another hard time to struggle between work and studies. Well, i can do it if otherwise have to put in more time and effort.

Also went to the Robinson Sales at expo again to exchange a t-shirt. The air in expo is dry. I feel that my eyes are very uncomfortable when i'm there. Then, went to PSB to collect my certificate. I tried to find laminating service in Tiong Bahru but i can't find any.

Hence, i decide to head toward Singpost to get some working clothes. I got a set $35 for a blouse and skirt. I was wondering if i should go back to This Fashion to grab another blouse for work. This Fashion is having 30% for members. Hope that they can bring in more newer and nicer design. Best period to get nice clothes is during Chinese New Year.

I'm so exhausted from the travelling and shopping. I wanted to laminate my certificate before i accidentally crumple it so i travel to Bedok and feel ease when it's all done!

Lately, i'm a "freak" for skincare. I took care of my skin daily! I love IPSA metabolizer as i really see a change in my complexion. The skin has become more radiant and smoother. I realised that my skin is normally dull because of the oil secretion. Even if i'm sweating like mad but my skin is blushing. How nice!

Phew! Went to the polyclinic with DD's mum and fortunately it's takes only around 20-30 minutes. Happy! I really hate the waiting in polyclinic. Then, we proceed to have our lunch at Hougang. I ordered Yong Tau Foo at a coffee shop near to Hougang Mall. Ate with complains! The best and cheap Yong Tau Foo will be Bedok - Fairprice Coffee Shop.

Damn! I'm like a aunty. After lunch, go supermarket to see if there's anything that DD's mum wants to get. In the end, we walk pass the seafood section and she bought 5 crabs! DD's Favourite! Also bought a mop after being convenience by the salesman and having a 20% off. Wah! How come all FEMALES cannot resist sales? =X

I went over to Singapore Expo to meet up with my mummy. We spent 4 hours shopping there! Oh my god! I bought a Stila eyeshadow palette, Stila Mascara, Stila Finishing powder and 2 pairs of shoes. Also bought 2 shorts for DD. Bought a t-shirt but can't wear so have to go back to exchange. Super ma fan! Now i was thinking to get another pair of shoes. =X

Yawn! A day spent at the polyclinic.

Accompanied DD's mum to the doctor for a checkup. She is rather stubborn to visit a doctor. After the checkup and found out that there high level of glucose level. So the doctor advised us to return tomorrow and have to go to the lab to a more detailed checking as she has to "fast" from 11pm onwards. It's wise to do checking if something bad happened, it will be too late.

Well, goes there goes my Thursday at the polyclinic again. My intention is that want to spend good moments of my time to enjoy shopping during weekdays and having good rest before i go back to work. Anyway, i'm doing it for DD's sake. Plus DD's mum dotes me and even give me an ang bao. I told my mum about it and she asked me to return it to her. Should i? DD's mum is so persistent at times.

I thought of going to Plaza Singapura to get the mirror from Daiso. The other day when i was at Daiso, i saw it and liked it but i regret that i didn't purchase it. Anyway, it's just $2.

Tomorrow Robinson Sales starts -25th September to 5th October.
Madness! I might drop by tomorrow or Friday morning.

IPSA promotion 10% on items till end of Sept. I'm so tempted to stock up.
It's not going to cost cheap. Skincare is important to a female.

Today is the 5th day of my medication.

Upon collection of my medicine, i was advised by the nurse that there are certain sides effects to take note of. She gave me a note of the side effects can this medicine cause such as:
Nausea and vomiting
Bloating and abdominal cramps
Breast tenderness
Headache or migraine
Intolerance to contact lens
Weight changes
Mood Swings
Pigmentation on skin

I must said that I'm feeling some of the side effect. The feeling is still bearable but i will continue to monitor. My stomach often having the churning sensation maybe due to the medicine i took. I don't feel hungry nowadays but I'll eat lunch to get enough energy and proteins. If not, i will faint due to hunger pangs.

I regret drinking concentrate lemon in the past to lose weight. Now, i have gastric problem. Meaning I'll have acid burps at times. Feeling much better nowadays. I cannot take too oily or greasy food if not, my stomach will protest. Haa!

Despite not feeling too well, i went to visit DD's mum and also to check his mails. DD's mum is unwell and is upset about it. I think her eye has got a infection but now she is feeling slightly pain and uncomfortable. Finally, she decide to go visit a doctor. Wise Choice! I'm bringing her to the doctor as i know that she is afraid of consulting a doctor.

Then went to meet Huiling for John Little's Sales! Oh my god, freaking CHEAP!
10% off cosmetic and additional 20% off. Being a shopping queen, how can i resist sales? Of course, i have to get something from there. I got a bourjois liquid eyeliner, canmake pretty pink eye shadow and canmake eye lash essence. Huiling introduce me to the eye lash essence so i decide to try it since they are having sales. I checked out the forum - everyone claims it works! Haha! It's another "must try". Sigh!

And i got a bad encounter with FUCKING SALE MAN.
Huiling is slim and not bad looking. I was thinking of getting a camera. As we are browsing around, a salesman came over super friendly and said "hello". Totally ignoring me like I'm invisible! He start promoting his wonderful brand camera to her. When Huiling told him that it's me that wanted to get the camera. He gave a "HEAD TO TOE" look at me. At that moment, i feel so inferior. Then he start talking to me to promote the camera. I said : "OH! I want to buy any brand expect your brand." I walked away! I hate having that kind of treatment. **Sad**

It makes me feels that I'm ugly and fat! So inferior. Well, thanks to him!
Now I very motivated to "slim down"!

I got my swap items from the cotter. Really love the eyecurler II, applied a coat of mascara, follow by the curler. It really CURLS. No joke! I let huiling tried on the curler and she loves it too. She bought it! Haha! Now SASA is having a promotion selling at $9.90. I thinking of getting another one to keep stock. Should i?

Sales is making me go MAD!!!!!

Finally, got a job. Yayee!

Seems like they're many challenges in this job. However, every job got its pro and cons.
Not too sure if i making the right choice. And DD is not here to give me advise.

I'm happy but confused and lost.

I miss DD badly!!!!

Been ages since i last visit a cinema. DD isn't around to accompany for shopping, movies, dinner and visiting the doctor. It's really lonely and bored without loves one by your side.

At times when i will go shopping alone, i often leave the place hastily after getting the stuffs that i'm looking for. For instant, the luxasia sales - i only went to the IPSA counter then got a liquid pore less foundation and i left. I was there less than 20 minutes. And when i having difficulty in deciding which to buy? There's no one to give me comments and i had to ask the sale assistant instead. Well, for sure they wanted to promote the product hence i can only listen 50% of what they are saying. Somehow shopping did not seems that enjoyable.

He did tried to compensate me by giving me some expenses for shopping. So sweet of him. Recently, i had sign his Citibank card three times. I guess when the bill is here - he is going to strangle me with his bare hands.


Last Thursday, i went for my second appointment at KKWH already cost me around $200+ which include $56 for scanning, $26 for doctor consultation fee and $167 for a month of medicine. I yet to collect another 5 months of medicine yet and have to go back to buy after 3 weeks. Currently, that box stated $5.37. Guess it will be $5.37 x 5 = $26.85. By then, I've already my pay from PICO and the bonus from government.

I feel that my complexion slightly improved just merely after 3 days of application for the Metabolizer Ex and R. My face do not feel that oily anymore and the skin looks smooth. Hope that it's not my mind playing tricks on me.

Self shots : ----





These photo are taken when i applied my Coogi BB cream - $25 and Kanebo Kate loose powder -$23.50. I applied Kanebo Kate Gel eyeliner - $23 which i do not fancy as i think it very messy and will have clump falling on to your face but the good thing is that it come with a brush. I not going to buy Kate Gel eyeliner. The actual one is i want is actually MAC Fuildline - Blacktrack which cost $30 without brush. Very costly! However, I'm not planning to buy it at this moment. I love Coogi BB cream as it makes my skin look very porcelain clear but it might be abit oily after a while due to a cream texture. So i have to dust on loose powder to matt my face to prevent oil secretion.

Supposing, i want to purchase 1-2 more bottles of IPSA pore less liquid foundation at luxaisa. After chatting with DD this afternoon, was feeling tired and moody due to the warm and humid weather so i decide to take a nap. When I'm dozing off, it rains! After 5 minutes, it stopped. The weather is so unpredictable these days.

After waking up from my nap, i ate dinner and decide to go out to Tampines to help me digest my food faster. I went to Popular to get my brown paper and found it. It cost me $2.70 for 5 big sheets. Sigh, no choice but to pay for it as they do not other choices available. Need to wrap the items for the swap with a girl. I went BHG to take a peek if Bonjours is having any discount. No, they do not have so i have to get my Bonjours clubbing liquid eyeliner at another time. It's the best liquid eyeliner i have used (more than words can describe). Waterproof and smudge proof.

I been checking out departmental counter to get primer for the face. I really have a oily skin. It makes my makeup melt and will clog my pores. I been trying to get all the best products to obtain my clear and smooth skin. I'm already 25 years old so it's really TIME to take care of your face.

As reading forum at Cozycot, i find many good reviews of Monistat Soothing Care Chafing Relief Powder-Gel. After doing more research on this product, I'm so tempted!


Read here: http://review-monistat-face-primer.uncensoredguides.com/.
As per reviews from Amazon, it goes on as a gel but dries to a silky protective barrier preventing moisture, odor and chafing. Due to a Hot and Sunny Singapore, there will be more perspiration. As there sweat + friction = OUCH! Haa!

What can i say?!! It said to be a good for a makeup primer and aid for chafing. Seems like a product too good to be missed!

Sales do me harm to my pocket. Beside the luxasia sales, 10% for IPSA all products at CK Tangs and there's a FACE SHOP moving out sales in Marina Square. Thought of going there to take a look, guess it going to cost me more damage.

Yayee! Finally, got more IPSA products at Luxasia sales and CK Tangs.

At Luxasia sales, i got a IPSA Liquid White Foundation at $25. Usual price is $62. Oh my gosh, it's really a good buy. Should i drop by again and get 1 more bottle? Still in doubts.

At CK Tang, i bought the pore less loose powder at $64. Usual price is $77. The salesgirl gave me more sample to try on. I realise that i need to do something to heal my large pores. There's a 10% discount on all IPSA items in CK Tangs till end of September.

I have already spend a lot recently and since now i'm not working i feel guilty shopping. Spent around $200 on facial and makeup products. If the products are effective, the price paid is worth it. I regret having to sign up the facial package because i felt that it's almost the same effect when i buy ampoule's and do my mask. The reason that i detest going to facial salon is that i hate the beauticians to promote their products. Eg: your skin very bad need lifting, your face look plump need firming. **Hates** I feel that they are almost as irritating as insurance agents. Now i will never go near to package again or maybe just go to those facial as and when i like. Hee!

Then after shopping at CK Tangs, i went to Plaza Singapura. Supposingly, i need to go Popular to buy brown paper as i doing a swap with a cotter in cozycot so i need to pack (A bag i bought online from TW and Cassis Rose Body Mist) and sent the items to her. Popular is gone! *sad* It was a wasted trip so i've to look for other Popular.

So i decide to go Daiso to get some products and end up buying 4 items - Two trays, a sponge cleaner and a PINK cotton pad. Wah, Japanese stuffs really very pretty. I bought the trays to arrange the messy lotion on my study table. Now it's much neater and organiser. I tried the sponge cleaner and i had to say: Yes, it works! My sponge is so much cleaner and i rinse it with baby shower foam. The pink cotton pad is for my IPSA metaboliser but i yet to try it. Definitely will going to use it later.

I'm really looking forward for my interview in National Heart Centre on Monday. So far, this is the only company that interests me the most. It might not be the job scope that I'm looking for but if they can offer me around the salary i want and with the benefits, I'm going for it. Somehow, i got a feeling that they are keen in me. However, i don't want to place high hopes on it yet so i will not feel so disappointed.

Today is the first day i took my medication. I hope that i'll be well soon.

***** we have a baby plan*****

Missing Dar Dar so much!

Today went to KKWH for a checkup.

Results are alright. But the doctor mentioned that my pelvis scanning is abnormal and it worries me. Oh dear! I really want to have a baby after getting married. The doctor asked me not to worry too much as all can be solved. Which doctor will tell their patients that they are beyond cure? He also told me to lose weight in a short period to make my menses as studies shows that it's help. I'm being medicate for a month of weight loss pills and 6 months of contraceptive. My next appointment will be in 9 March 2009. Hopefully, this time DD is able to accompany me for the 3rd appointment.

I think i need to make BIG plans with DD.

I have something in mind but i wonder how will DD react.

I got another interview tomorrow at Emsil in Ubi. Seems like luck is picking up and i got more interviews to go. Yayee! Thus, the person who called me ask me if i know Jenny? Of course, i do. This company is one of SASCO supplier. Anyway, i'm going for a try.


Sigh!
When is he going to come back? No answer again and again. Disappointment!
Seems like he stuck in Lehi. Sometimes, i wonder so what u earning more than your previous pay when this job is sucking the life of you.

Well, MONEY speaks loudest!

Today, went out with my mummy to OG. As the membership card is going to expiry soon, hence we are going to the redeemed the points. Manage to redeem the point for 2 set of cups and a coaster + top of $12 ($5 each for the cups and $2 for the coaster). I didn't see anything to my liking in OG so we left without making any purchase.

Then, we took a bus to Suntec Carrefour. I loving the red seedless grapes, they are so sweet and crunchy. I bought 2 packets of them. Plus also got a pink and grey luggage. I guess it might be a weird color but few people will have it so it will make the picking up of the luggage easier.

While shopping at Carrefour, i got a call from National Heart Centre. And yes, i'm going for an interview on Monday. Happy! The HR ever called me once to ask for my expected salary and told me that they will call me if i'm shortlisted for an interview. She called! I even went to the temple for some prayers that i hope to secure a job. Seems like "goddess" has answered my prayers. I want to try my best to get the job as i'm quite desperate for one now. It's kinda of bore to be staying at home. I feel like i'm saving my life away. Time is so precious so earn more money.

Strive for the better future. I need to do my best for the upcoming interview at NHC.
Wish me "LUCK"!

Didn't blog for a few days.. as i was rather feeling low and got into quarrels with DD. Our quarrels begins when DD do not have a return date. I'm not sure why I'm so upset but maybe because i have to delay seeing him. Then we are not sure if i should go over to US again and when should i return? Many answer are unrevealed. It resulted in anxiety and frustration. His sickening company keep pushing back to give the employee a firm reply or confirmed returned date. Kaoz! My job search was no luck. So confused and vexed. Being upset, i will tend to be more grumpy and agitated. Poor DD has to bear with my nonsense. After these hard days, we finally are back to normal again. Haha!

To lift up my mood, I went for a shopping therapy. Yayee! A small shopping spree. I've been active in Cozycot recently at the forum when girls exchanges pointers or raves about products. Of course, after reading this raves i can't help having the itch of purchasing it and tried it.

Actually, i got changed and dressed up and wanted to go to CK Tang Orchard to buy my IPSA Metabolizer R and Ex. It will cost me freaking $87 for that bottle. Nice DD asked me to go buy it and if i do not have enough cash, he will give me more. Then i changed my mind and went to Tampines instead. Maybe when i receive the little bonus from the government end of the September.

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IPSA Metabolizer R and Ex - $87


Raves for: IPSA Metabolizer White R & Ex




IPSA Essence-in Liquid Foundation - $62

Raves for: IPSA Essence-in Liquid Foundation

Oh no! I'm been jobless for about 5 months since i left for SASCO in April.
Dying to join back the work force as it's time to chiong.

However, a part of me wish to go back to US to be my dearest love, DD. Miss you so much. He completes my life and without him, it feels like a part of me is missing.

I went to buy Mooncake from Goodwood Park Hotel for my future mother-in-law.She seems rather pleased with it and open the box to inspect it. =) And luckily i didn't waste my trip to century square, i manage to get a box of 'white lotus seed with double yolk'. It was the last 3 boxes so i just get one and all the other flavors is SOLD OUT. Oh Gosh! I'm not sure how the taste its like but since its such an HOT item, i guess it must taste really good.

Then met my future father-in-law at the lift and he passed me his bunch of keys as future mother-in-law is washing clothes. He afraid that she can't hear me calling her so to shorten my waiting time, he passed me his keys. Touched! So sweet of him.

DD's parents are rather nice to me. I feel happy that they dote me so much.

I got a news! Serene got ROM! OMG! With that guy, Martin. Aiyo!
I really least expect it. She got ROM last month and she didn't invite me at all.
Nevertheless, i can save my angbao money. Haa!

Didn't do anything much today.

My eyes are feeling kinda of tired today and not sure the reason why. I only wear the contact lens for less than 8 hours today. Or maybe some makeup fall into my eyes.

Went to meet Huiling for dinner at Bugis. We went to do a some praying at the temple and later went over to Parco for some shopping. I bought a eyelashes curler which i regretted buying it later on. Anyway, it was $6.90. We ate at Sketches where you can create your own pasta. Hee! Quite yummy and i like it. The bills total up to $27.07 which somehow equivalent to pasta mania price too.

We talk about the past and our ex-boyfriends. Time really files and we are already 25 years old. I believe that it's time to start planning for a family. In a few years time, we will get married and have kids.

DD and I tieing the knot next year. Starting a family need so much planning. Headache!

Damn sian. *disappointed*

I was quite disappointed with the interview at Expeditors. I took a cab to and fro as the place is inaccessible. No freaking public transport which makes it worse. Being a large US MNC, i thought the benefit and pay will at least meet my expectations but however i was utterly disappointed. I was nothing that i expected it was. If they were to offer me this job, i will decline them.

Again, like a normal Saturday without DD, I'm staying at home. After a disappointing interview, i rather stay at home to heal my wounds.

News from DD's HR is given by next Wednesday hence we still got to wait for them to give a firm answer before i can decide if I'm going over to US.

I can say that today is rather an unhappy Saturday. Sigh!

Life is boring!

It's FRIDAY and suppose to be spending time with boyfriends. But I'm stuck here without DD. Sometimes, it really lonely knowing you have to spend the weekends alone.

Today, went to bought 2 boxes of Moon cake under DD's expenses. Being a capital card holder, I'm entitled to 15%. Happy! I've bought one box from Garden and love the ones from Home's Favourite. My parents were saying that the moon cake from Garden is not fresh and will have to finish it as soon as possible. The ones from Home's Favourite is still as good as before. Too bad, DD do not have a taste of it.

Sometimes, you really wonder what are Friends? How do you consider them as a good friend? I realised that a friend is being supportive and back you up when you are down. Who are true, who are not? Or Friend is well known of making use of each other? Well, sick of all these.

Most importantly, is the one who is willing to spend the rest of his life with you. After marriage and having babies, friends will grew apart. Then colleagues became the only source of friends. Friends come and goes.

Missing DD

Today i only work from 5pm to 10pm. Shiok boh? Happy like siao.

I got along well with the people there. Well, 98% is guys. From my co-workers, to audio and light settings, to cleaners, to security. Gosh! I know them all. So no choice i have to maintain a good relationship as i might need to get their help to do some stuffs. Phew!

For me, it's easy talking to strangers. Some of my friends asked me to go try out on the sales but i have the least interest. It's a tough job with no basic pay which is mainly on your commission and effort. Sometimes i just don't want to be too friendly in order to avoid misunderstanding. Deep down, i feel inferior of my size and looks. I don't love being what i am but God given me in this state. There's a particular guy who is quite nice to me during my work. If he is interested in me, i have to thank him but now it's too late. I'm engaged!

Assigning job for other people isn't easy. I feel bad when i ask them to do extra work. Actually, i can't wait to go home to msn with DD. Seems like we have not been talking on the msn for quite a while as DD went for a road trip with TB. Yayee! Finally, he is back from his trip and ready to give me an answer if i'm going back to US again.

Gosh, I'm so tired.

Well, today the weather is quite cooling after a short rain pour. Also i get to move around to enjoy the benefit of the air con as well. I hardly sit down beside a short dinner break of 30 minutes.

I woke up around 6.30am to make my trip down to HDB. Sad that i couldn't''t get DD as he doesn't have good reception to make a decent phone call. How pathetic! Hmm, signed our Agreement of Lease and refund the deposit of $2K. Hee! Happy that we got additional cash money on hand. It's benefitical to me since i'm jobless and need money.

Again, i have to wake up 9.30am to go for an interview as a Purchasing Executive at Peninsular Plaza and i did no homework on it. Neither that i have thought of what to wear and to present. Hopefully its what I'm expecting and the job scope in my favor.

Another day begins. . .

Sigh! Today is my first day doing my temporary job. I find it's quite tough and tiring though they are paying rather well. Still another 14 freaking days to go. =(

I have to listen to the site supervisor and do any duties assigned by her. My job starts at 3pm today and i stood under the scorching sun. Baked! I stand like a security guard for the whole of today till my legs are aching and we do have a designated time to have our break. I ate my dinner in a rush and have to take over another person's duty. Well, most particular is during the time of the performance when there are many people and was really crowded. I had to guide and ensuring them not to go too near to the performing area. However, I've difficulties. Adults don't listen nevertheless the kids. Kids crowded along the stage area and keep fidgeting. Gosh! I don't know how to control crowds but i tried at least. Haa! I feel tired and starting to regret taking up this job. Anyway, this will be the first and last time as i guess i rarely will take up part time jobs. Reason that I'm doing as i still don't have a plan yet. So i believed after this temporary job, DD will be able to give me a answer. I'm really getting impatient.

I bought my KATE gel eyeliner at DD's expenses. Thanks Dear! I suppose to be getting MAC Fuidline but think it will be rather expensive. Beside hearing raves about MAC Fuidline, Kanebo Kate is rather popular too. I read from Cozycot that they are selling in department stores so i decide to give it a shot. It's only $23 and the last bottle from OG Albert Complex (understand they are out of stock quite fast). Phew! I didn't make a waste trip after all. I will trying it on tomorrow morning.

Tomorrow I've to make a trip to HDB for signing the "Agreement of Lease" and paying 5% out of the total purchase price. Hence, a sum of money will be swipe off from my CPF. Sobs! Still, i am really excited and happy that i own a house.

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