Quarrels after quarrels. Love is truly upsetting and hurting.
Seems like tides will only get rougher and rougher. When will it calm down?

Sigh! Our quarrel is not ending. 2 years + of relationship is not strong enough to overcome the long distance relationship barrier. The emptiness is acting up again. I feel so lonely without him. I went to Vivocity supposing to shop around and buy something to pamper myself. After having my lunch, i decide to walk around but i feel no energy or mood to shop. Everyone in the mall has their friends or bf/gf. Me?! I've nobody then i decide that i better go home and hid.

However, i bought a cosmetic scissors, additional screen protector for my DS and a new screen protector for my HP. I did a bad handicraft putting the crystals on my HP and feel its so ugly. Sad! I regret sticking them onto my HP. Plus i don't really like my HP. =( I thought that i can take photo with a preview of seeing myself before taking a shot but my HP do not have this function. Sigh!

Today, i went for the Mid Autumn Festival briefing at the Central which last for 2 weeks. It feels so weird as I'm the one female temp staff for this event. =( There are many pretty setup for the lanterns celebrating Mid Autumn meaning "Mooncake Festival". So Cute! The minute i saw the lanterns, i wish that DD could be present to take pictures with it. Too bad that he isn't around. It's really adorable.

I'm assigned to guide the stage area which covers from the main road to the entrance of the Central. Mainly, guiding performers to be organised and ensuring the events or shows to go on smoothly. Our working time is 4pm - 12mn subject to changes. Tomorrow, Mr Nathan will be going to open the ceremony at the Central. Haa! I've saw him during ST Family day. Now it's going to be the 2nd time having a chance to meet him again.

After going to Vivocity and the briefing, i feel so tired. These nights i did not sleep well. Last night, i fall asleep around 4am. I took a nap then have dinner at home. I feel so bored and frustrated. I got up and went to Tampines since I'm so lost. I got something out of Body Shop - [retractable brush, blusher (30%), lip gloss(35%)]. I paid $1.90 for the retractable brush (original at $26.90 after a $25 off), $16.90 for blusher and $12.90 for lip gloss. And, i got another additional reward that if i spent another $30 - i get $30. OMG, another bonus. I feel like buying makeup remover and a loose powder with a brush. Now i'm earning another money, so i need to think twice before buying.

I also bought a white eyeliner from Face Shop - $12.25 after a 5% discount. Dying to try it on my eyes to make my eyes look bigger. I really want to learn makeup as i really have interest. Without having to pay for makeup course, i watch You Tube instead. It really great too. I find the girl on the You Tube so pretty but she is 20years old American Born Chinese from US Texas. She gets to get the makeup and brushes there. So tempted! I want to make more research on the cost for enrolling in makeup school so i can do my own makeup or freelance makeup. =)

Also i received my "Big Lens" contact lens i bought online but i guess, i will put it on when i go meet DD or DD come back. I want to look more adorable for him. Hee! Dress in lovely dress to go gai gai. Despite quarrels, i still think about him. Like dressing up and looking pretty for him. Maybe he will not keep another girl's pictures on his lap top if i m prettier? It makes me so inferior when he does that. Breaks my heart and hurt my self-consciousnesses.

Love is contradicting as well.

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