After Grandfather's wake
It's been a busy week as i was sending my Grandfather, his last journey. Though, we are not very close but still i do respect and love him. It sadden me to understand life is so meaningless and short. I don't understand the meaning of life.
Even if you have many children also doesn't mean anything. Old = useless, nag, irritating, block wood and etc. Hope that he can find peace in the other world and shower blessing to us.
Sending off a love one is never easy. I really cried. It's so upsetting. Humans are humans that emotions is not easy to control. When the coffin entered the burning furnace, everyone was calling out and saying "Bye Bye" in tears. What have to go has to! It will be every one's turn one day.
I look around for number at his coffin. I read as 7414 - i bought $2, $1. Then 3rd prize as 7714. OMG! I almost got $3000k in my pocket. Now that i'm jobless, i also hope to have more cash to spend or save. Well, i'm going to try again still. Give it another 1 or 2 week.


Princess left @ [
8:15 PM]
